It has been the most agravating long three months ever. 
It started with the stove going out. after a big batch of jelly  we got this F1 error. 
So I called the repair guys and it certainly cheeper to have it repaired, but the wait for two week until it gets back from New York  to find out it still was giving the F1 error.  Back to  New York for repair.  Sometimes it makes you wonder what goes on in New York? and is it a chipmunks that are repairing your computer part?  So  now its stopped with the error and won't heat up  passed 280 degrees.   Which if baking bread it would take  all day all night... 
So Back to New York. 

 Sister in law passed away went to the funeral  only to come home and the next day take my husband to the hospital  then the brakes on the car went out.

SHEESH ...

But its near our anniversary of 45 years and I have ideas that I am keeping to myself because if I say it out loud it seems to go wrong..

December is coming and thoughts turn to Christ and his birth , life, death and his ressurection.
December brings love for one another. Fun Times.  snow, cosy blankets, hot chocolate, spiced apple cider, Christmas movies and songs. remembering the good times.  
most of all FAMILY !! 

Love my family , love my husband, sons and daughter and daughter in laws.  Grandsons 
and time well spent with talking and sharing personal stories and laughter. 

Bring on the Spirit of Christmas ...  I know what it is and no matter what ..

I Love Christ,  and he knows who i am and who you are and understands us better then we understand ourselves.  

Peace on Earth,  Goodwill toward men and

                                 JOY TO THE WORLD!! .

It's been a while, I guess you have found out that I am not diligent in writing.
It's because I think its hard to share things, wanting to always trying to show a sunnier side to everyone.
 You know times are hard when someone asks your husband how are you ?  and you wait for the standard answer  "Happy ,Thank You ."    and you hear " I'm not sure today".  ..  Humm
need to reevaluate your life.
It is now  June 26 2018.
Hard to beleive that time flies fast when you are older.
I have been working on Genealogy  - love family , love seeing pictures and what the styles were then and the faces.   the square face of my dad  and his grandpa.   My mothers high cheek bones and beautiful smile.

Love Family ...