Friday, August 14, 2015

 Have you ever felt  that things are out of control.  That when the advise come out of the woodwork saying then control what you can control.  What if you can't control that ?

My life should be full of going places with my husband. Visiting my sister and her husband and going places with them.  taking vacations and working in the garden.  creating new and fun things with my grand children.   instead I am still working and buying a new home.  how in the world can we keep going on. to keep payments up.   giving 100 % at my job and doing conventions.

So different  not slowing down. Only being grandma on the weekends something my grandboys tolerate  because they don't know this grandma.
I want to do things with them and they just want to stay home.

I am so tired  of trying to have the energy to give  and give and give . I don't have time  for me.

So I pitty party is only me because everyone is going their own way ..

So gird up the Loins and go on... At least when I have that heart attack I might be just done with life and ready to do genealogy work with Mom. 

Friday, September 12, 2014

Things have been so crazy lately .  Have you ever felt that your life is out of control just by the things that happen to you?

I feel that there is no place for rest. things are breaking down , need to have new tires, people breaking in and raiding your freezer for food. 

The dryer breaking down, the bathroom sink is clogged. My husband is trying to get his business up and running and  we need a Patent Lawyer to give estimates,  We need a mechanical draftsman. engineer.  I need to be home to help support my husband and daughter in the fight to put things together.  Elton does beautiful work in computer design and is working for free for someone in Australia and he needs the money.
AHHHHHHHHH !!!   Sometimes its hard to pick up your loins and go on. 

Its hard to put the clean clothes away  because things are at a stand still right now.
Well listen to me ...  All just silly stuff Mom would say.  Just keep going on.

Sometimes you are just too tired..

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

 So it has been a very long time since I have posted a note.
Just need to say , its been very good to have a garden again, to see the fruits of your labor.  Or I should say Hollie's labor because she has done all the planting  and watering.
The Zucchini , lemon cucumbers, pumpkins and  honey dew mellon and the surprise of the year carrots in the tomatoes and pumpkins..  Love those surprises!!!

My sister and bro-in law is moving back to UTAH !! .  It will be good to have someone to  help with the genelogy...

 I have to say that I am very proud to survive USANA's convention.   It was and is very  hard work every year but very rewarding to meet the people that you talk to all year long.

Friday, July 8, 2011

Estell Ransom Hutchison's Journal Pages 1-50

This is Grandma Estell Hutchison's Journal. The writing is hers. All what you need to do is to click on the journal pages and your computer will bring up a larger image. My daughter Hollie scanned in the journal and put it on my blog. The photo below is my grandparents Estell Ransom Hutchison & David Wheeler Hutchsion.
The Journal Pages 50-99
The Journal Pages 100-140